fuck up blogger... dunno do what fuck.. i cannot even log in properly, keep on saying i got error page! idiot! now have to click some dunno wat buttons to post, and the whole screen is so fuck up! *pui*

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i feel that my life is in a mess now. everyday seems to be so dead. my life basically revolves around work, tuition, study... i'm probably at that point of life where i've lost my sense of direction. where am i heading to? am i going in the right direction? what if i'm not? am i enjoying what i'm doing now?

i really dunno... and i feel really negative about it all...

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just when i thought i have found something, it seems that i have lost it again... why? may i know why? what is happening?