Friday, May 13, 2005

my health has been poor recently. ever since i had a fever 2 weeks ago, i've been down by flu and cough and today i have a relapse of headache again.. am i getting old or being too stressed up with work?


put that aside. anyway i'm rather ranty when i dun feel well. for instance this morning on my way to work, one bloody idiot was playing with his hp ringtone. what made me mad was that the ringtone is ayumi's "maria" and he repeatedly played the first 2 secs of that song throughout the entire 20 mins of the journey!! its sickening! its just like the cd player is jammed and keeps on repeating the same phase for 20 mins! i pray that i'll not be with the same bus as him anymore, else my morning sleep in the bus will be history...


there is something else i wana blog for a long time but i do not know how to. on the morning of my OB exam about a month ago, i met a sister from the church i used to attend in the bus. seriously i do not know if thats a good or bad thing. as usual, she asked me if i'm attending the service either in the same church or in another church and my answer was no to both. well, obviously she looked disappointed that i'm not attending anymore. after knowing that i'm taking my postgraduate degree, and part of the reason of taking it was to paper-chase so as to land myself a better job, she commented that "i'm following the common-ers." i was quite shocked and disappointed with her reply. is seeking a higher qualification for a better job is wrong? whats wrong with following the general population of pursueing higher qualifications? just because i do not attend church anymore means that whatever i do, which happens to be what many other non-church go-ers do, is wrong? does having a different belief as yours mean that i'm a sinner and whatever i do is wrong?


ok enough said. back to books...

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