repeat after me.

"fuck the world! fuck the world! fuck the world!" -.-"

damn.. i got less than 5 days to get my fucking simulation to work + get my report done. worst thing is i have got none ready. i realli feel like giving up. yah... i'm realli at my wits already. when u cannot get something to do u juz can't do. no point forcing me. i juz cannot deliver. i'm dying. i'm losing my temper easily. i get irritated easily. my body is failing me. i'm going mad soon.

to my tutor: juz give me whatever grade you can for my project. kindly grade me by looking at it from the effort i put in, the number of late nights i endured, number of nights i did not sleep an wink, number of papers i wasted trying to get things done, number of hours spent infront of my laptop for my report and simulation.. if you cannot give me at least a B i can understand. anyway this is singapore. if you don't produce results, u are out! all the things said about putting in effort is enough are all lies... lies...

"...i've done my best. i've no regrets." - william hung

yah.. last words for today..
"FUCKING HELL! I HATE MATLAB!"