nope.. i'm not complaining about anything or anyone. its juz my sudden... nope... it shld be gradual... realisation of this simple fact of life. although its cruel but its true... no one live for the others. we all live for ourselves. unless you are special in someone's heart then you will be included. otherwise you will be excluded. its tat simple...
who am i special to?
how will i know if i'm the one?
haha... maybe tats part and parcel of life.... *ponder*