today is the 3rd day after the questions were posed on mi... actually i alreadi feel that something is wrong a month ago, juz tat i try to tell myself nuttin is wrong... less and less calls, lesser sms, lesser time together.. i thought that its alrite as the deadline for the report is drawing near and both of us need more time to finish the report. however, things are not tat simple when i think back now. its all linked. every abnormal behaviour i noticed is making sense to mi now....

now whenever my mind is not occupied by work, sleep or anything, i'll think of wat is happening to mi. there feeling is sour... maybe wat i said right from day 1 realli comes true: "if u can find a better person, go for him..." its sad tat this realli is happening.... but wat made mi able to say it in the past is that i feel it maybe better for tat someone to go for another person who is better coz everyone has her chance to pursue her own happiness... maybe its juz finally my turn to be in this state... its my retribution...