yesterdae went out wif a couple of frens to bugis. juz wondering around and chatting and tok cock all the way. then i receive Her call. She wants to meet up. i was quite surprised that She wants to meet up, and She sounds urgent. She wants to return me things....

was worried that we may be awkaward when we see each other.... luckily everything went fine. She brought me chocolate chips cookies that She made herself. when i was eating it bit by bit, i'm thinking of the past when we first got together where She also made me chocolate chips cookies....... its a nice memory that i will not forget..... we chatted quite abit on things that happened to us for the past week that we are not around, from the exams that was over not long ago, to what happened around us.

*pause for thought* i realli dunno wat to write...... there are quite a number of things in my mind but i juz dunno how to carry on.... when we are abt to part, She did not turn back to look at mi... She juz nodded to acknowledge that She heard mi saying bye to Her.... i dunno y She dun wana turn her head back.... izit that She juz dun wana turn back? izit that She find it no point to turn back? or izit that She dun wan to let mi see Her looking sad? (i dunno if She is crying at that instant of time....) i realli dunno....i was sad that She did not turn back and look at mi while She head for the train coz i dunno what is She thinking....i hate to see Her sad....

i dunno if She is still sad... but one thing i do know is that She was sad before...... *pause for thought*