i think i gonna fail my GE. not onli i feel that way, my fellow classmates also feel that way. one of them ask the teacher "sir, will we get any notes so that we can read up?" the teacher replied "no, i will show u some of the main points on the board and u juz need to jote down the main points. i also will tell u where to read up some materials." then another student replied "then how are we going to pass the exam without notes to study? if u say that this is a open ended exam, tat means we will fail lah if we got no notes?" ..... the story continues but i'm juz worried as them. no notes how to study? how to pass? yes he did tell us read those extra materials but i seriously doubt if i can get those materials from ntu library...maybe the nie library also no hav....duhzzz..... i dun wana waste my holidae studying something tat i cannot pass, coz i've alreadi given up the chance to work part time during the holidaes... i seriously hope that my opportunity cost of doing so is worthwhile....

kinda bored recently. cant go for jogging as the weather is bad. sleep alot but no use. my mind seems to be quite empty. maybe its time for mi to get a book to read. something that will be benefiting to my well being will be nice. looks like i gota visit the library some time soon....

i'm given 2 classes of tuition for next year. a P6 maths and a sec1 science. i pray that i can teach well, esp for the P6 maths as they will be preparing for the PSLE and i hope that they will benefir from my teachings. as for the sec1 science, actually i wana get the maths instead but i think someone got ahead of mi. it also depends on the no. of students who want it. if the demand is low, i may lose this class. haizzz..... i hope that i can manage 2 classes leh.... so that i can knoe if i'm suitable for being a teacher anot. anyway the application is open for me during my 4th year...so i got a sem more to see if i'm really into teaching... otherwise i'll juz end up in a power plant working...

yah btw my IA come out liao. i got into the tuas incineration plant. not that bad as i got a fren who got into the same job as mi so i may get to ride in his car everyday...hahaha... otherwise it will be damm sianz for mi to go tuas everyday...duhzzzzzz..... more info will be released soon. juz hopping that i can get a 5 day job with proper pay as from the job requirements it seems that its a rather "dirty job" as i need to work in boiler room and so on.... i dun mind long working hrs but i wan onli 5 days work so that i can have more time for myself...