sometimes i don't understand myself....

i can be complicated at times despite my desire to be simple...

perhaps my life is slightly "out of track".. in statistics/mathematical terms, i call this "variance" aka "standard deviation".. ie the difference between my "expected way of life" and the "actual way of life"..

its very easy to lose track in this world we are living.. needs no longer can satisfy us.. so many wants, desires, temptations, wishes, goals, etc... good thing is i'm still able to realise and i make sure i tune back.... many others don't.. and they just go "off track" all the way.. some realise it too late and its too difficult to head back the path they wanted to.. some just continue their way of life without realising anything

whats yours?