my face is very black today in the office.. with eyes that can almost kill...

so black that i think all my colleagues who see my face will know i'm not in the least bit to talk to them.. and all seems to siam give way to me...

i'm just having a very bad mood thats all. anyway when has my mood been good since 8th may?

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one very important lesson i told myself never to forget is "do not regret for doing/not doing anything".

today i shall add another lesson, that is " be patience".

looking back at what has happened for the past few months, i'll say that one of the reasons why i'm suffering now is bec i'm too impatience. i hate being stagnant.. i want changes.. i want to achieve more in a shorter time..

but what i've forgotten is i ought to be patience at times... and my ignorance has cost me dearly... i gave up a position where my managers dote on me and see the potential in me, i gave up the chances for more overseas exposure/training, i gave up a really good place to develop myself...

i shall not regret my decision... but i will see it as an opportunity to learn something important, ie be patience...