perhaps i'm the one responsible for my misery all these while.

maybe i'm trying to push things abit too hard?

can i blame it on my optimisim or pessimism?

am i struggling to make supposedly impossible things to happen?



yup..

i'm thinking too much..

i'm trying too hard..

some things are not meant to happen at all. its no point trying so hard to make them happen as they not supposed to in the first place.

some people are supposed to be passing clouds. they come and will go. however i tried so hard to be part of my life. guess i was wrong.. they are not meant for me.. they belong to others..



perhaps everything is destined.

perhaps everything has a reason.

perhaps i should really wake up and lead a new life..?



aahhh.. it must be the effect of monday-blues again.. glad its gonna be tuesday soon.. =)