Friday, November 03, 2006

before i begin.. happy 22nd birthday sandy!



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my lousy mood since monday is getting better i guess. however, i dunno am i being too S.N.A.G. (sensitive new age guy.. lol) that i tend to think too much. although i'm re-re-re-assured that whatever happened on monday is not as bad as i imagined, i still feel that i'm the culprit who spoilt everything. also, those sms-es & responses that i received over the past few days were supposed to be positive signs that things are going on fine but i just can't help to think that its not that fine afterall. to make things worst, my decoder seems to be programmed in a different frequency as what i'm receiving! i have difficulty trying to understand what is sent to me and whether that is something encouraging or otherwise..

i'll persevere.. but give me a chance to hang on....

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