happy v-day everyone! =)


woke up in the morning and found that the 2 rooms below me are decorated with nice balloons! cool yah? btw the 2 rooms are occupied by males... o.O gaylish? hmmm.... *rubba chin*

guess today will be spent studying. need to finish my tutorials for next week by today so that i can have the whole of tomorrow to do my project. so demoralising. my tutor rejected my work today, saying that the concept is not correct. haizzz... at least he says that the things i'm working on is too difficult for me. i realli guess so. i've been working on it for the past month or so, lots of time have been put into it and at the end its all wasted. worst thing is he feel that it seems that no effort has been put into it. pls lor. i can show him the huge load of pages i've written while i working on the concept, its just that things dun turn out the way i want it, so how can u say that i no put in enough effort? anyway i guess its true anywhere. others dun realise the effort we put in, the amount of time invested. they only see the final thing, results.

no results = no effort

sometimes they don't realise that some things they cannot expect any results. one good example is my project. it is research based. so its like no one has done anything/study on it before and i'm supposed to come out with something new and which must also be correct? i need time! i'm not a scientist nor a professor. i'm just a poor undergraduate! if i can do it then those professors or scientists must have done it already, why wait for me? even those supposedly 'bright fellows' may not produce anything useful after a period of time! anyway because of the time i "wasted" on the part of the project which he rejected, he want me to do some other things which he feels is "easier" so that i can put into the report. haizzzz.... he told me this before i leave his office...

"work harder. put in more effort. put in more time. good grades don't come easily...."

so my effort is really not enough?