guess i'm realli moody nowadays. yah i'll become very moody and hot tempered when i get stressed up. so anyone trying to annoy me will get it, no matter how small the thing may be. dun blame me pple. i just can't help it. i'll also isolate myself from the outside world. so if u notice i no reply your sms or no return a missed call dun be angry k?

ok.... i need to get my simulation done in 15 days. i'm being warned again by my tutor (again) that i've to get it up and running otherwise no hope already. trust me that the reason i study power engineering is that i hate the FUCKING programming! and i can almost assure you most of the people who come power engineering don't like programming and electronics. how on mother earth will i know that this final year project taken by a power engineering professor want me to come out with a simulation? and what worst is that he adds on more things for me to do! i already have problems doing what he wants me to do now and he adds on more! i seriously don't care anymore. i'll focus on my simulation and the other derivations now. if by the first draft dead line (which is 16 days from now) i cannot get both done i'll heck care the new stuff he wants me to do. anyway no hope by then. do more also cannot get a better grade. my studies are lacking also. i'll rather transfer my time to study than to waste time on something that already has a ceiling which is set very low.

yah.. i'm ranting... and there will be more to come till my problems are solved. till then u will hear me rant and rant and rant..

i hate study! fucking hell!

for those who wana study engineering in university:
give up the idea. my reasons:
1) u study for an extra year.
2) u burden yourself with 25% extra school fees.
3) your study workload is double of your peers in other courses.
4) u study like mad with almost no life.
5) you fight with many of those foreign talents for a proper grade. and mind you the 1st and 2nd upper honours are usually taken by them. unless u don't mind a 2nd lower or 3rd class honours right from the start at day 1? or unless u are damn clever to compete on equal grounds with them.
6) graduated then the whole island is filled with engineers. WTF right?
7) you may be as mad as me, ranting here all day.