understand myself a little better

the world is not black nor white.

its grey.

there are things which you know are right to do but you don't do. there are things which you know are not right but you still do. there are also things that you do not want to know so that you can do not need to be in a situation to choose to do or not to do.

i finally understand myself a little better: i cannot do things that i know is not right. i cannot sleep well if i do it.

i made the right choice to join the force.

my kind of life

after 'tagging along' with many of the rich, famous and powerful, i'm becoming more satisfied and happy with my status as a peasant. they have so many protocols to follow, everything they do have been pre-planned, their life is almost always on danger if you look at the number of body guards they have, they doesn't really seem to enjoy what they are doing as they are basically going through the motion...

being a peasant myself, i can always dig my nose anytime i want in the public, i can go anywhere i like which i can afford to, i do not need to attend functions which i don't feel like going by giving the most heard common excuse like 'i'm going overseas', my life is not in immedient danger so i don't need bodyguards to walk behind me..

well.. maybe those rich, famous and powerful hope that they can be a commoner like me, or they don't? anyway i don't think i'll want to be them in my next life..

$$$ can bring you alot, but it can also take away alot from you..

windows 7

my upgrade pack for windows 7 is coming!!

yeah!

bye bye windows vista!

i'm down with flu and sore throat..

i'm not exactly dying but down with the stupid common flu and stuffs certainly makes my already hard life even harder..

my blog is dying

i'm quite sure my blog is dying at the rate i'm updating this..

really very bz these few weeks and it probably won't be any better till end of november..

*rrrooooaaaarrr*

i'm still a student!

an auntie made my day when she decided to give me discount for a shirt i'm buying because she feels that "i'm still studying" =)

wahahahah~~

nike human race 2009 + random anger

i'm soooooo disappointed that i didn't manage to register for the nike human race this year AGAIN... =( i dun even know when the registration starts and ends!!


to make me even more angry is one of my supervisors told me to forget about my sword party for my wedding as "you all will be very busy with iga, apex, blah blah so there wont be enough time....." i really hate lazy people. i wonder how many WEEKS he thinks we need to prepare for a 5 mins show? dun care.. my immediate supervisor already received my official request and he agreed to help me with it. worst come to worst, i shall approach another supervisor for help..